i'm speachless (hahaha)

wah tadi an sumpah seronok gila hahaha. tyme bangun pagi nak pegy sekula uh memang tade semangat an, dah selalu bangun lambat (ish ish ish) then dah sampai, amira terus peluk haha kaku di situ sebentar. masuk koop ada amira sorang je, yg lain dekat bengkel, sampai bengkel, yana dah jerit 'anissss' ohh ramai peminatku, yana un peluk aku tau hahaha (bangga) then nadira pulak. haha then jumpa amalina. packing buku nan amalina sambil gosip gosip (biasa la keje pumpan an haha) shafiqah datang lambat, then sempat pulak minah nih angkat aku (tahu la aku ringan an) dah tyme rehat uh, akmal kol, dah ada depan sekula nan solleh. wahh. dah bg barang sekali akmal boleh lupa nak bawak an, patah balik then datang semula. haha lepas uh, aku gy amek result yg teruk uh, kena fotostet pulak, alang alang akmal bawak moto an, suruh dy je gy fotostet la an. then akmal dtg balik bg kasut dari beijing. pergh lawa gila aku suka haha. thanks weh, terharu aku (over) then solleh bg gula gula hahaha (aku yg mintak an) then sambung packing buku and balik haha. tapi seronok gila kod. thanks korang :)

lawa gila boleh tak? haha tak sangka hebad taste si akmal nih

still in frust maybe

fuhh, okay aku late kod update pasal PMR nih an an. tengok blog orang lain semua dah excited cerita pasal result. aku sedeh T_T kerana result aku teruk. result aku tak macam korang. eh teruk ke? okay maybe la certain uh cakap tak teruk un tapi aku still terkilan la tak dapat straight. alhamdulillah seven As not that bad kan? tapi semangat aku sikit menurun la lepas tahu, tujuh? hah tujuh? maybe aku over confident and target tinggi sangat, ye la trial aku dah tujuh, must la aku frust an PMR tade peningkatan. ayah cakap okay ape tujuh nanti tade la terlebeh konfiden SPM. mama macam kecewa saja (?) tapi aku memang kecewa gila. tau tak ape aku buad lepas tahu result? aku masuk dalam almari, sejam menangis dalam uh. mula mula sebak je, then kol shifa, ckp sampai ternangis, shifa suruh cek balik. kol akmal, tak angkat pulak budak seronok dekat beijing nih an. kol solleh, dy dah tak tau nak cakap ape, diam je pakcik? kol amalina pulak, okay la kod tapi still nangis lepas uh. ohh sharifah rosheeda, akmal alkaff, muhd sollehuddin, amalina aliah congrats korang straight As, wahh bangga aku haha korang memang terhebad :)

pancake, here i come

mari sini kawan kawan, kita buad pancake! (yeah excited nih)

hah petang td aku buad pancake nan mama and adik aku. seronok la kod. haha suda lama tak buad pastry nih. aku penah buad cupcake, pizza, cheese tart, chocolate chips cookies, donut, muffin, and byk lagi kod, lupa suda. kali nih, pancake or lempeng okay, haha.

fes, sediakan bahan bahan. hm, aku bukan taknak share resepi an, tp dekat mama la. malas nak taip. hee~ aku buad un bukan jd sangat an. rasa mcm roti canai (?) haha. tapi an bila dah letak maple syrup atas butter atas pancake uh, sedap gak an. senang jugak la nak buad benda nih, yg penad just nak goreng je, peluh peluh tau.

hah nak resipi? meh tekan tekan sini sampai penyek

gamba hiasan sbb pancake yg aku buad tak lawa (festyme la katakan)

we are not twins :)

fuhh fuhh penad weh td baru lepas main goreng goreng

nasib baik tak hangus tapi ada yg hangit sikit. hee~

(teruk minah nih menggoreng tahu)

tadi setelah bangun pagi, menguap berkali kali, dan sesudah mandi, cek fon tade mcg un, tapi takpe, haha (kenapa perlu cerita ye anis oii) act, nak story nih, lepas keluar je bilik, adik aku dah tgk aku semacam then jerit, pergi tuka baju sekarang! ohh kenapa ye? aku un tgk baju dy. herghh terjerit jugak. haha. kenapa nih? kami memakai baju yang sama. ohh tidak. dialog beliau 'dah la pakai spek kaler putih sama, lepas tu pakai baju sama dgn seluar trek kaler itam jenama yg sama' hah mcm mana boleh sama nih? aku dah ketandusan baju, so terpaksalah kami pakai baju sama. haha. teringat zaman muda muda, bangun pagi bro aku lagi sorg nih kejut then ckp 'hoi, kambeng masuk umah. gy mandi sana' hah then must ckp 'nak pakai baju apa?' (haha walau tak jumpa un tetap nak pakai baju sama an, geli je) tapi seronok tahu. macam budakecik, suka suka.

what is happening to me?

seriously, apa suda jadi dengan aku nih?

sekarang nih an, aku madah layan lagu jiwang je

then lagu cm org baru lepas putus cinta

hahaha ntah pape je an, sape jampi nih?

pas uh td aku layan endon, 'sapu lidi, i'm in love'

haha irwansyah berlakon sweet je an

dush dush (melempang diri sendiri sekuat hati)

hah dah sedar ape kau meraban uh anis?

tengok uh, aku dah jadi mcm nih. aneh aneh

then aku madah layan lagu seperti:

cinta tak harus memiliki - st12

tentang aku kau dan dia - st12

kembang perawan - gita gutawa

sayang - kru

retak - ella

jika cinta dia - geisya

sunyi - gersang

teardrops on my guitar - taylor swift

hah tajuk uh dah cm org putus cinta

hahaha lawak kod tapi tape, layan saja

babai :)

if you could see me now

hah novel nih best sangat sangat. aku rasa tak puas un baca. memang tip top terhebadd. meh sini aku cter sikit sinopsis novel terbaik yang penah aku baca nih:

ivan was a grown up man who works with the 'what IF' company. his job was simple, to make friends and become bestfriends. in this time, he needs to befriend with luke, a six year old boy who had been left by his mother and lived with his gnirob aunt, elizabeth. his mother, saoirse gave birth to him at the age of sixteen and of course, saoirse doesn't care much about luke. until then, ivan comes and starts playing with luke. but eventually, elizabeth couldn't see ivan so that she thinks luke had created an imaginary friend and of course, she was worried about it. time pass by and elizabeth first starts hearing ivan's voices and soon she could see him. just that she thinks ivan was a real person and everybody else can see him either. actually, ivan is not invisible because some could see him, just some doesn't want to believe in him so they couldn't see him. ivan teaches elizabeth a lot about life and to enjoy it instead of having all thing been prepared properly. elizabeth then starts to realize that she had been missing a lot since her mother left her without reason. ivan changes her in ways that she could ever have imagined. and then they fell in love but ivan realized that he had to leave elizabeth. TO BE CONTINUE

hah nak tau ending dy, beli buku itu and baca okay. act, sepatutnya ending sedeh tp story nih ending tak sedeh pun even ivan kena tinggalkan elizabeth. tapi ade jugak la part yang sedeh an.

p/s: aku tulis sendiri sinopsis nih so kalau salah harap maafkan :)

award ohh award

fuhh fuhh (mencuba bernafas) hahaha

festyme nih aku dapat award. (jakun gila)

thanks to novelgurl. hm, yang aku tw, beliau kakak wyna

hah wyna nih seorg nubies :)

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nickname? novelgurl kod. ohh korean lover? hee~

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terima kasih sangat sangat. speachless. haha (eleh cm menang ape je an)

Listkan 6 group atau artis yang diminati
nubhan, miley cyrus, sterling knight, selena gomez, saya suka awak (akim), ST12

8 blog yg cantik adalah:
sharifah rosheeda
kak ummu khaleeda
kak nadiya taqwa
amirah sofiyah

err lapan uh byk kod. empat je okay :)

a memory that i won't forget

tadi an, aku selongkar drawer aku yang semak ibarat sarang tikus yang tengah pregnant uh. sekali...jeng jeng jeng (drum roll) aku terjumpa (nada suspen nih) surat! hah surat bukan sebarang surat okay. tapi nih bukan la wasiat or warkahdarikubur (hahaha) just surat yang aku penah main nan guard aku tyme dkt ostel suatu ketika dahulu. aku baca balik surat surat uh then tersenyum sengsorang an. mmg banyak gila yang kteorg share and banyak pulak uh persamaan kteorg. tyme uh mmg aku tak tw sape guard aku uh (dy just guna nickname: aq chenta gape) tu yang aku main bantai je cter smua bnda an. dy un tyme uh minat nubhan, pergh lagi la makin syok an. story mory mmg happening gila kod. dy nih lagi tua dr aku (baru je lepas spm) so aku mmg bersopan (cehh) tyme chat nan dy dalam surat uh. hm, aku tak ingat pulak an smpai bila kteorg stop reply surat surat nih tapi yang aku yakin dan pasti, lepas je aku pnda KP, dy un pnda KP jugak. hahaha ohh guard aku itu bernama: puteri nur atiffi(:

aku still simpan lagi surat surat uh. sayang gila nak buang an. hee~

reading is addicting

hah act, membaca nih bes tau. aku start collect novel tyme darja enam. tyme uh aku beli novel simple je, yg tak panjang and tak membelit an pale otak nih. then masuk fom1 tak byk sgt beli novel sbb dah masuk ostel an. smpai la pertengahan tahun fom2. lepas uh nak akhir tahun fom2 aku dah start berjinak nan novel novel nih. tapi tapi, aku tak beli novel cintan cintun okay. the one and only novel cintan yang aku ade just, ayat ayat cinta. and then lepas habis exam akhir tahun fom2, aku beli the diary of anne frank. pergh mmg bes buku uh lagi lagi utk budak age cm aku nih. sesuai gila kod. aku tak selalu sgt an beli novel cm certain people even aku mmg suka membaca nih, sbb tade masa la an. madah bz je (bz nan ape ntah, ngarut je budak nih) tapi kalau korg nak beli novel english yg bagus, aku mmg rekemen novel cecelia ahern. terbaik dari ladang. aku bru bce if you could see me now and aku bg 5popcorn. bes gila. okay nak abes kan novel itu. babai.

model of the year: buncet(:

childish me.

hahahaha tadi an, mama suruh jemur baju sbb matahari tegak atas kepala. panas la tyme paling cantik nak jemur baju an an. then dah siap jemur, mendung pulak. tape la, nt panas balik kod. aku un gy dapur jap, membedah esbok sbb lapa an. skaly bunyi something, hujan! tapi renyai je so aku just alih penyidai uh gy tepi sikit. bukak laptop nak blogging an, mama panggil suruh angkat balik baju uh sbb hujan dah stat lebat. aku un pegy la an. mmg baju smua dah basah kuyup plus aku un basah sbb duduk tgh hujan, tapi bes tau. aku panggil adik aku suruh tolong skaly tapi dy gy serbu hujan smbel joget joget. aku ape lg, tumpang sekaki la an. seronok seronok. main mcm budakecik. sekarang still basah and bia je la. hahaha

falling in dream of fantasy world

errr hahahahahahah (tak buley benty gelak nan tajuk uh)

fuhh fuhh okay anis, diam. jangan gelak lagi

seyes tajuk uh agak menyeramkan aku an

aku bukan mcm nih. haha geli tau

then aku cter pasal bnde nih dkt * some text missing *

dy un ketawa then ckp 'fantasi je lebeh'

act, aku berminat nak cter pasal mari menari (?)

hah yg dekat astro uh, tema: fantasi cinta

err haha tema dy mmg tak kena nan aku an

tapi lepas tgk dyorg menari then feeling smpai nnges

aku un TERnnges kod. hahaha (asal nih kau over la bro)

tapi seyes la dengan lagu kembang perawan and nadiku

pergh dah melekat je an lagu uh dekat otak aku

then terbayang bayang step dyorg menari an

btw, aku suka tgk org menari. hee~

i don't have one, do i?

ape yg aku tade uh? fon? mi goreng? kertas biru? haha bukanbukan

aku tade, CITA CITA. err malu an an?
dah 15tahun nih tapi still aku tak tw ape cita cita aku
nak jadi ape eh bila dah besa nt (skrg maseh kecik okay)

mama ckp better amek medik, jadi dokter.
tapi tapi, aku fobia kod nan darah, menjerit tau
ayah ckp amek pharmacist or law
pharmacist okay gak en tapi aku tak pandai chemist
tak minat sgt and susa uh
law pulak, haha tak tw pape. no comment
nak jadi cikgu? haha kena byk saba uh
tahap kesabaran aku sangat rendah okay
penulis? hah aku sukasuka menulis cerita
tapi tapi, tak bes la story aku uh, busan tau
kalau engineer? ayah ckp tak sesuai utk perempuan
kan lasak then kena panjat panjat la
then aku pernah berminat nak amek bisnes
tapi lepas belaja perdagangan. taknak. susa susa
cmne kalau aku manager nubhan?
haha baik punya tapi mama tak bagi an
ape kata jd je posmen? haha
kan baik uh, tak stres then buley jalan jalan
tapi dah tade org hantar surat an
tak pun jadi je tukang urut
hah patah patah tulang makcik

hey hey ape nih dah merapu rapu
fom4 un tak tw lagi nak amek aliran ape an
so, haha bia je cita cita ku tergendala sebentar

WOW. that's exactly how i fell

Well it’s good to hear your voice

I hope you’re doing fine

And if you ever wonder

I’m lonely here tonight

Lost here in this moment

And time keeps slipping by

And if I could have just one wish

I’d have you by my side

And I love you more than I did before

And if today I don’t see your face

Nothing’s changed no one can take your place

It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before

And I’m sorry it’s this way

But I’m coming home I’ll be coming home

And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I try to live without you

The tears fall from my eyes

I’m alone and I feel empty

God I’m torn apart inside

I look up at the moon

Hoping you’re doing the same

Somehow I feel closer and

I can hear you say

I never wanna lose you

And if I had to I would choose you

So stay, please always stay

You’re the one that I hold onto

Cause my heart would stop without you

does it need a title?

hm, bila korg chat, texting or calling calling an, selalu ke piker topik?

then korg sakitkan otak nak cari topik, cm uh ke?

bagi aku la an, kalau nak chat smua nih tak perlu topik un

just ckp je sumthing nak ckp then let it flow

bia bnde uh berlarut tnpe stop and meraban saja

hahaha ketawa tak ingat diri sampai pagi buta

hah jgn ikut bnde cm nih sbb org gila je yg buad

(uhuk uhuk asal terasa nih)

hah sebab nih pun dah pagi buta and aku tak tido lg

so, suis otak agak longgar and kena short circuit

better aku stop an dari melalut tak tentu pasal

babai(:

your special day

because it is your birthday(:

SELAMAT HARI TUA

SITI NUR SHAFIQAH BT AZLI

it was worth it

hey hoi(:

mama kan dah balik haji

then beli banyak gila hadiah utk kami. ohh sungguh seronok gila

aku dpt jubah, selendang, gelang and banyak lagi

dah lepas test jubah, busan wokk

so, amek fon, snap snap.

hahaha bergambar nan amir and arif mmg seronok

walaupun mereka itu heartless (hahaha)