It’s been a while; I haven’t been too immersed into drama
lately. I just watched, find something interesting; some quotes or something
about life, in the drama to write about. Sometimes I just found the story
interesting and fun. But that’s all. The last few dramas I’ve finished was
Doctors, Beautiful Gong Shim, Entertainer, Page Turner, Descendants of the Sun, and
Oh My Venus (all in 2016). But none of them leave such an impact. The dramas
that hit me so much was I Hear Your Voice, School 2013, Dream High, Secret
Garden, Reply 1997, Healer and Kill Me Heal Me. This time, I got hit again, by W.
It’s been a while since I have this feeling, having too much
impact in me that I’m unable to be rational with my real life for a few days. As
if I’m being dragged into the drama, but I got dragged too deep, that I got
lost. You know, last night, I had a dream. I was in the drama, as one of the
character, but I can’t remember what I did or what happened. I just woke up and
forgot everything. I wish I had remember it. So I could write it here. So I could
still remember it after 10 years.
After the episode today, I got hit so badly. My heart, like
it stopped beating for a while. After the scene ended, I found myself start
breathing again. It was suffocating. It hurt so much. Guess I got in too deep. I
should live now. My life. Real life. But losing it for some time wasn’t so bad.
I want that too; enter the other world. I might not be able to sleep tonight.
“It’s a manhwa – whether he lives or dies, he’s just the
main character of a manhwa” -Oh Yeon Joo
I shouldn’t get myself too much on it. They’re just
characters. Created by human. Meant to be with happy ending.
W EPISODE 10
