Eighteen.

Since i rarely update my blog these days because i have nothing to share since nothing happened to me lately, i think i'm going to start writing based on the episodes of Reply 1997. yeah i'm going to re-watch it and update this little bloggy~ the drama has so much connection with me since it was about growing up and about craziness for kpop. the first episode: Eighteen. 

"An age where you feel like you could love anyone, where you put everything on the line for the smallest of things. Eighteen. Adults say that it’s an age where we laugh if a leaf tumbles by. But back then, we were more serious than any adult, more intense, and had our strength tested. That was how our eighteen was beginning."

so, my eighteen doesn't have much difference. i laughed and cried over the smallest thing but for me, it was big enough. i got mental breakdown just because Myungsoo starred in an MV with Dasom and being all romantic, i got over-excited during Infinite's comeback. i became mad over silly little things. i think that's just the part of growing up. 

sorry but i'm an INSPIRIT

hey hey:) i'm bored. so, lets spam this blog with INFINITE macros!

okay lets wrap it up with the family :) annyeong!

credit to the rightful owners.

Still I Miss You.

heyy. this is just a simple post for you. all i can say is that i'm sorry. guess this is the way to end it, right? i just thought that you should know me better but i got it wrong, i should've known you better. and i'm okay, i hope you are too. maybe we'll not be contacting each other for 3 weeks, 6 months, 8 years or maybe forever but i hope this is the best way to just leave it all behind, this is what you've always wanted, and i've learned so much from you that i'm okay now. THANK YOU.

 “When a guy emptying out what’s in his heart, it means he has no intention of seeing that person ever again.”

so, this is GOODBYE. 

When a Girl in LOVE

 

annyeong~! namjaga sarang halddae~~ ahhh seriously i cant get this song out of my head. and it's been a while since my last update. well, i've been busy infinite-ing myself, seriously, i've been into Infinite so badly that i've spent my holiday watching all infinite's variety shows, listening to their songs, watching their concerts and performances, and doing everything related to them. and another reason is that i just got a new laptop~ i dont have laptop before so it was hard to update this precious bloggy. so now, it's time to infinite-ing my blog! but it's so hard T_T afiqah. where are you? please help me~ okay bye for now! =_= 

ps: i've got my Man In Love album and it was AWESOME! 

Life is about moving on

ngehh~ i dont know why, but somehow, i failed to move forward. i know, i have to look what in front of me and leave the past behind. i know, ones that have came into my life will leave me sooner or later, but why cant i believe it? when people said that they wont leave me, i want to believe it so badly that i forgot, it's a lie. i'm not saying that they're lying but they're as same as me, dont want to look forward and face the reality. i have to stop living with my memories and past, and move on, following the path of my life:)

 THEM :)

60 seconds is all i need for this story

This is the facts about someone who i've known for a long time. You, yes you, this is all about you, so read it carefully~

 

 

 

1. you love pineapple.

2. you hate soybean.

3. but you like tempe.

4. you like to drink excel 8.

5. you hate lychee drink.

6. you like to eat onion.

7. you have a hard time swallowing cheese.

8. you prefer Kampung's food than Western's food.

9. you never ate at McD.

10. you ate seaweed for the first time in 2012.

11. you failed on your first car's licence test.

12. you like to chew the back of pencil.

13. you'll chew your nail when you're bored.

14. you were a MARA student.

15. you weight more than 50kg.

16. you love Science.

17. you love Biology.

18. you have Ornithophobia.

19. you love robots.

20. you hate when people called you H**.

21. you have four siblings and you are the youngest.

22. you like to listen to slow song (jiwang -.-)

23. you can write nice poem.

24. your storyline in a story you wrote was awesome!

25. you dont like English.

26. you have Bugis' blood.

27. your blood type is B.

28. you dont use blanket while sleeping.

29. you like Beto Kusyairy.

30. you can think of the most unexpected surprise.

31. your story always ended with the most unexpected ending.

32. you're a genius.

33. you cant sing but like to sing.

34. you hate people who use 'kite, awak, i, you'

35. your Alza has a very strong smell.

36. you call your mom 'ibu'.

37. you hate when people have a crush on you and mention your name and create publicity.

38. you cant swim.

39. you cant play soccer.

40. you love badminton and you master it.

41. your dream is to become a professional badminton player.

42. you can play takraw.

43. you were a rugby player.

44. you secretly want to be in medical field. 

45. you like unique things, just like yourself.

46. your ears are extra large.

47. you like grey colour.

48. you hate people interfering your life.

49. you are very secretive.

50. one of your quote was, 'kalau duit bukan dalam pale otak, hidup ni senang je'

51. you like to twist words until it is not understandable - but i can understand it.

52. you dont like Kpop.

53. but you know 2AM - Seulong - Even if i die, i cant let you go.

54. you've watch Personal Taste.

55. one of your favourite comic was Beast Master.

56. you spent your first salary buying badminton racket.

57. your secret code is 431105.

58. you are pampered.

59. you know how to pull a prank and love pranking.

60. Kau sayang aku! (ngehh~ okay this is quite over but it's the fact)

His name is Beto Kusyairy

please, please please~ watch this Aku, Dia dan Tong Sampah. Awesome movie ever! i just cant stop smiling as it was just simply awesome. simple movie, but stylo in its own way. trust me, you guys will definitely fall in love with this movie and try to find a guy who is as awesome as Amir Haikal. there's just no words that could express how good was this movie. please watch it. Thank you to him for encouraging me to watch this movie, my 1 hours 25 minutes and 17 seconds are not wasted. you will not regret it and eventually understand how i felt.  Beto Kusyairy!

 ps: he has lots of in common with Beto:)

It’s only for you

heyhey:) for some reason, i felt like posting something about them~ they've given so much to me and this is the least i can do. i really do appreciate you guys.

First and foremost, Doku Dinokunkun (awesome name, right?). Akak, thank you for being such a great person. thank you for coming yesterday, i really miss you. Akak, thanks for that cute little thing. i'll definitely remember it. thanks for listening to my stories, for being there for me, for understanding me, for being simply amazing. Adik sayang akak!

The budak gedik, Ayiep. i never thought that we can actually get along again. thank you for trusting in me, for spending most of you time with me, for coming yesterday even it was quite hard for you, for calling me late  at night (i hope my mom wont read this xD) and making me laugh everytime i'm with you. seriously, i had lots of fun, and you really made my day.

Choi Mirho! ngehhh~ HAHA. thank you for letting me slept at your house, it was the most awesome moment ever. sorry for bothering you much, but i like it HAHA. and i never thought you were this crazy~ thank you for being my friend, for listening to the nonsense i've babbled about and for sharing the thoughts. i really had an awesome time with you~

Dear Dumu Dindankunkero, (i didn't mention your name okay) THANK YOU! seriously, you gave me the most valuable gift ever! i cried, i did and it was because i was scared at first but then it turns out to be something i've never expected. you said that you want to give me something that i will never forget and you did. i'll remember this forever. and i'll always keep that little thing you gave:)

And Bunny's Kiss~ yeahhh thank you for everything! you've been a great friend to me. thanks for listening to me and didnt say 'No' HAHA. oh, thank you for letting me drive your car even it was dangerously dangerous -.- luckily, we're still alive! thank you for being there for me, giving me advices, being crazily fangirling together and made me happy.

 Thank you guys for being the best person ever. i really love you guys :) Mianhae for all my mistakes and troubles i've caused. and i hope we'll meet again soon. oh and thank you for coming here yesterday and made it one of the best day ever~

extra: Michael Ariff Pritchard, thank you! you know, this was the first time i sang on stage and it was with you. you said it's not the song or the voice but the memories that matters. and this was the best memory that i'll remember as long as i can:)

My heart is Beating.

Anneyeonghaseyo:) so, i've just visited a few blogs and found out that most of the bloggers are kpoppers xD idk why but i suddenly felt excited and interested reading about kpop. it's like our mind matched >.< so, i feel like posting about some of kpop groups that i look up to the most. they are:

Like This yo Like This

hey hey:) so, i spent two nights at Mir's home. awesome! we played games, piano and just goofing around. the best part is that we got to spend our time together~  we even cooked together! mianhae for the tasteless spagetti >.< we watched Kpop mistakes! yeahh it was so fun watching it together. and oh, we even watch death bell. a horror korean movie. AWESOME! we, me and mir, played Money Drop online, woahh i've never knew it would be that hard. best sleepover!

 

. Amira Sofiyah . Anis Nadzirah . Balqish . Shafiqah Azli . Najwa Nabila . Aida Sofea .

 

. Choi Minho . Yang Yoseob . TOP . Lee Joon . Shim Changmin . Xiah Junsu .
Gomawo guys :)