You Make Me Believe.

So here comes my story. Since I can’t go to OGS Malaysia, I made a deal with my father. And he allowed me to go to the airport to see Infinite myself~!

So I waited for about 2 hours (not that long thou because some had stayed over 6 hours and some even going to spend a night there because of no transportation) and finally, Infinite came out from the VIP exit. They walked pass me and I can see them clearly~! I think I saw Myungsoo at first but there was so many people and he was blocked by the guards so I didn’t really see him. Just then, Dongwoo stopped in front of me, smiling. He’s really handsome and cute and his smile was so precious. Then I saw Sungjong and Hoya. I can see Sungjong really clearly as he was right in front of me, he’s so handsome in real life. I can’t really see Hoya and Woohyun since they were wearing mask. And then there's Sunggyu waving at fans. I got pushed hard but lucky for me that I was in front so I got pushed closer to Sunggyu. He’s skin is really fair and beautiful. I think I stopped breathing for a moment.

The sad part is, I wasn’t able to take any pictures, people were rushing and pushing each other, I can’t even press the camera button. It’s a shame thou. And I didn’t see Myungsoo and Sungyeol. My mind went blank and I can’t even look up to find them, I just focus on the one in front of me; WooGyu. Seeing them up close was awesome and a special moment for me. It’s really worth it and I’ve spent my money on the right place too. Who said kpop made you turn bad? As long as you know where the line is and what’s the best thing to choose, it’s alright.

People said I was obsessed, I look like I was being possessed by them. But I said that I was just falling in love, I didn’t choose to love them, it just happened. They weren’t a character in story books or movies or novels, they’re real human being. I saw them. 

With a smile.

 

Hey. I’m in the middle of my final exam but somehow, I want to write this. I know it’s quite late to bring this up again but I think it’s better to write this now than when things were chaos yesterday. I was not in a very stable mood at that time. So yeah, about the Kim Doyeon and Kim Myungsoo dating case. So here is my point of view;

At first I thought it was just a normal rumour and I don’t even believe it but there was so many evidences; 14 fansites are on rest mode, Woollim’s representative confirmed that Myungsoo and Doyeon know each other, Myungsoo replied Doyeon’s tweet indirectly and Woollim’s representative confirmed the picture of Myungsoo and Doyeon shopping together is true. Now I have the feeling that they might be really dating. The reactions of the fansites’ unnies are not normal.

If it was true, then I am happy for him but I’m a bit disappointed. Not because Myungsoo kept this as a secret, he couldn’t reveal it as he’s an idol. Not because Doyeon is not a good girl, thou she seems to be not a good girl (?) but because of the indirect tweet. If you wish to keep it a secret, then don’t reveal a thing. The tweets seem to be for Inspirit, it could still be for Inspirit even the chances are low but if it was for Doyeon, then I’m disappointed. But I will always support him no matter what. Because I’m an Inspirit.

But then I remembered something that made me realise, Myungsoo is a loyal boyfriend (if they’re really dating) he would even lie to Infinite members to take care of his girlfriend if she’s sick. And he is obsessive. Once he really likes someone, he would do anything for her. Doyeon seems like an attention seeker so maybe that’s why Myungsoo tweeted to her. Doyeon also tweeted a lot about Myungsoo. But still, she doesn’t leave a good impression. How can she be an idol’s girlfriend when she can’t understand his job? She’s jealous just because Myungsoo took a picture with a co-actress, Han Boreum. I don’t even know whether I don’t believe this rumour of I don’t want to believe it.

There’s still a chance for a plot twist thou. I’m still waiting for an official statement.

#ISupportMyungsoo

Tears won’t come – I thought I’d be okay

Sobssss~

Last week, exactly last week, at this very moment, I was very anxious, nervous, I thought my heart would explode, everything happened so fast. At 11 AM, Sunday, 25^th August 2013. I wonder who would remember this date, but it was precious to me. It was the day, the day I’ve been counting since the teaser came out, the day that I’ve missed. 

It was the day of the ticket launch for OGS in Malaysia. I’ve called every place selling the tickets but they don’t take order until 4. So, I waited again. Until it was 4, but still, they’re not selling it yet. Until about 4.15, ticketcharge finally did online sales. 

So I clicked it, booked for myself, yeah I got the VIP ticket. Lucky for me, there was a spot for VIP, left side, which hasn’t been sold out yet, all the VVIPs and right VIP has been sold out. I got first row, seat number 8. 

Yeah that was the happiest moment, until one thing that destroyed all my happiness, my credit card. A message was sent to my father and revealed the price, and yeah he was angry so I have to cancel my order. 

I was crying hard, everytime the concert was mentioned, I can’t hold myself, tears kept pouring. I thought I’m okay now but reading the updates about OGS INA, I think I might cry. It hurts so badly. 

But I know, there’s always a reason for everything that happened. 

Every part of my heart says it’s you

Ahhhhhh Nam Woohyun~~! Idk how many post I'll write since there were so many things happened today, so many feelings, though it's only for Infinite. This morning, I fell hard for Kim Sunggyu, and even posted an entry about the genius. Then later in the evening, I fell for Lee Sungjong, I wrote about it just now. And now, my heart was beating hard for Nam Woohyun~! I've been on a week holiday due to my eyes infection so I've been spending my time Infinite-ing and accidently found videos of Infinite that I haven't watch before, or just have been subbed. I've just watched Moon Night 90 with Infinite, well, they acted back and it was about DJ DOC. But Nam Woohyun was extremely handsome and it's killing me. AHHHHH see? see? 

OMG. OMG. Look at his expression. Who wouldn't fall for that? 

Marry me juseyo. I think they shot this in late 2011 because Dubu and Coco made a cameo.

That Feeling Came Back.

Feeling? yeah HAHA. And yes, it's about Infinite again. Since I'm in love with those seven dorks, I can't stop posting, thinking, talking, watching and doing everything related to them. Mianhaeyo. So, what was the feeling? My first bias in Infinite. In my previous post, maybe I posted it in early 2012 or late 2011, but I made a poster of my bias list, and Sungjong as the representative from Infinite. At that moment, I only knew Sungjong from Infinite and fell in love at first sight. But as time went by, my bias list kept changing and I don't even know who is my ultimate bias now. But something made me wonder, how did I fell for Lee Sungjong? Because he didn't attract me much lately. But just now, I watched Children Of The Night with Infinite as guest and I fell in love with Lee Sungjong again. So that's how. I fell for the Sungjong in 2010 and 2011. He have grown so much that he seems quite different now. He was so pure, innocent, loud, skinny, cute and boost a lot about his sexy girl group dance skill, and that's what I love the most about him. But I hope I can still love him like I used to. He's a precious maknae. 

The Genius: Rules of the Game

 

Wahhh this variety is amazing. It was like, the calm version of Running Man. Yeah, the games are actually almost the same but Running Man is a bit chaotic while The Genius only required mind and lots of thinking. So, there are two main things in winning a game; Trust and Betray. You need to know who to trust and who to betray. But in the end, you just have to think about yourself to win. Once who understand the whole game plan and rules, you’ll realise how smart and genius the game was. Wow I wish I was casted in that game HAHA well I think I would’ve done better but that was only because I’ve watched all points of view, what if there was only mine, I won’t be able to know what others think and might lose. One more thing is strategy. It was the most important thing in winning and I’ve realised something, even when playing Candy Crush, we need strategy. Frankly speaking, I’m amazed with the strategy in The Genius, it’s out of the box.  And yeah, Kim Sunggyu, you were awesome. To survive until the last four, yes I’m proud of you. Saranghaeyo. 

1.2.3. Game

Election Game

Abundance & Famine

Zombie Game

Scamming Horse Race

Catch The Burglar

Open, Pass

Kong's Dilemma

Expression Auction

Confined Scamming Horse Race

5:5

Final Match

Shigani is TIME.

Day by day, time just passed by. I’m sure everyone has regrets in their live. Even I have regretted on many things. But as time passed by, I forgot, maybe because it was just small regrets. What if it controls the rest of your future? The regrets made you thought what if I haven’t done that? What if…? What if…? What if…? They were all just assumption. What if you didn’t do what you have done? Will your life be better or worse? Imagine, of there was two people, given a chance to reveal something, one did and the other ran away. But both of them regretted for what they have done; for being too brave and for being too coward. What if they haven’t done what they did, will their future still be the same? So, the point for today’s post is that, just live without regrets and be happy of the path you’ve chosen. It was the best. 

Why you hating?

Well, I assumed all inspirits worldwide have known about the SM-Woollim thingy. Except for those who didn’t online or rarely online or doesn’t care or just pretending to be in this fandom or too busy spazzing about the first day of OGS. Well, I hope I’m one of those who spazzed about OGS but twitter won’t let me since all of inspirits were crazy over this SM-Woollim thingy. I perfectly understand about what’s going on and how these wont effect Infinite and even Woollim but somehow I felt something is wrong about this. They said it will just change the name from Woollim Entertainment to Woollim Label and the music distributer will be SM C&C instead of LOEN. It’s just that, there’s still the word SM on it that made me uncomfortable. It’s not that I hate SM, but I’m afraid. And I don’t know why. And i prefer LOEN, i like the LOEN logo behind Infinite's album. Why SM started this? But let’s just hope the best for Infinite oppas and the rest of OGS tour. 

The Truth is always Painful.

The truth doesn't win in court but what wins in the court is the truth.

  Is this reliable? The truth is always painful but honesty is the best policy. That’s what I’ve learned from this drama. There are two type of people, and which one is the good person? The one who told the truth or hide it? Come to think about it, the person who tell the truth might think it was the best but isn’t that person just saving himself, by not letting the guilt killing him; while the person who hides it thought about the other person, how would he react? Yeah, there are lots of truths and most of them are hurtful. I’m writing on truth about others that we hid. But still, no matter how hard we try to cover the truth, at the end, it will still be discovered. So yeah, honesty is the best policy even it hurts. So, no matter how bad things were, just keep saying the truth and you’ll not be trapped by your own words. One lie leads to another. And Park Soo Ha~! I’m crazy over you now! Kekeke okay stop. Btw, I’ve finished watching the whole episodes, after sitting in front of lappy for 11 hours, watching 8 episodes; 11 to 18. Yeah I’m a drama addict. So tomorrow, oh it’s today, Happy Eid.

Amalina, Solleh and my family, hidup baik baik. Selamat Hari Raya.

I Hear Your Voice.

Hiyeong~ Hiyeong~ Woohyun~ Woohyun~ kekeke. okay today, it's about drama. drama seriously is addicting. i slept at four last night, watching I Hear Your Voice. it's hard to step and you just want to watch the next episode quickly. and then they came into your dream. yes, it's typical. so yeah, being able to hear what others though is awesome. but yet the world is noisier then others'. and Park Soo Ha is seriously handsome kekeke. i think i've fallen for Lee Jong Suk. after scholl 2013, now this. and one more thing about Korean drama, it made you want to be like them. like while watching Yes, Captain, i felt like, it would be awesome to become a pilot. School 2013; i want to be a teacher. I Hear Your Voice; i want to be a lawyer. Reply 1997; i want to bea doctor who is a hardcore kpop fan. To The Beautiful You; i want to disguise and enter boys' school. Big; i want to change body. but it was all just drama. ahhhh i want to finish watching this palli. 

ps: One Great Step in Malaysia; 19th October 2013. yeah i'm on a month holiday. wait for me hubby~ kekeke