Stop raping my heart

RAPPER ALERT!

So there’s one time when I was watching Infinite performing ‘Tic Toc’ on youtube and Dongwoo’s rap was freaking awesome and there’s this one comment, “Dongwoo is the best raper ever” and everybody was like ‘that was the best typo ever because it’s so true’ HAHAHA. So here I am, falling again, pfft. And I’ve been into rap these days. I used to hate YG style but now I’m in love with Winner and sometimes Epik High as well.

 

Last night, I was watching Roommate 2 and of course I’m a huge fan of Jackson.  I hope he’ll end up dating Youngji kekeke. So, Got7 came and I saw how cute BamBam was and I was like ‘yes he’s the one I’m looking for’ I’ve been replaying Got7’s stage on Gayo Daejun but didn’t know who was that; but I’ve been interested in him for quite awhile. Yeah he’s the rapper of Got7, BamBam!

And last month I think, I was watching the music video of Hi Suhyun where I saw how freaking attractive Bobby is. I just couldn’t stop replaying the MV because Bobby looks so good! And I watched Show Me The Money 3 last week and yeah I can’t stop looking at him. His rap skill is no joke and when he smiles, the whole world stand and stares for a while~

I’ve been interested in Jung Ilhoon for quite a while; maybe about last year. When I was watching BtoB MTV diary and Ilhoon dressed up as a girl and he looks super hot, I mean, as a guy, I don’t know, I just can’t stop staring at him and smiling everytime he’s on the screen. And then I watched him at weekly idol; he melts my heart. His rap is awesome!

Of course I wouldn’t leave our Infinite behind. So, I re-watched Reply 1997 (too lazy to study) and ahhhhh what Kang Junhee has done to me? I’m falling for Hoya again. Infinite H just released their MV for ‘Pretty’ and Hoya looks super duper cute! The moment he drove the car cutely, and spill his drink cutely and being sassy cutely; how can I not love him? And the song is daebak~!

BamBam’s photo spam!

 

 

Bobby’s photo spam!

 

 

 

Ilhoon’s photo spam!

 

 

Hoya’s photo spam!

 

 

 

 

Stop choosing, just follow the flow

It’s not like you can choose what to feel; it’s your heart that made the decision. But you can control it. If you keep talking to others about him, or thinking of him, then you’ll like that person even more. Instead, just distract yourself.

Do something you like first before doing something you’re good at. But if you’re bad at the thing you like, then it won’t work. Just trying to do what you’re good at, there must be a reason why you’re good at it and by doing it often; you’ll grow to like it.

Just like a MIRACLE

Somehow, we’re connected to an invisible thread that will bring us back together. I’m so in love with Nam Woohyun! And Shin Woohyun, well, their personalities are almost the same. I really wish to meet someone like him in real life; or to meet him. Whether you are a Sunggyu’s fan, or Dongwoo’s fan, or Hoya’s fan, or Sungyeol’s fan, or L’s fan, or Sungjong’s fan, you’re still a Woohyun’s fan. He’ll just melt your heart and all that you know; you’ve just fallen too deep.

I’ve just finished watching High School – Love On.  It took me quite a while because I have to wait for my brother to watch it together but still it’s an amazing drama. It reminded you of your school years and how great friendship can be; and how interesting love can be; and how deep you can fall for Woohyun.

And me, just like Lee Seulbi, I learnt through dramas. It’s just like a miracle, that no matter how long I’ve leave, my heart still beats for the same person.

Two words I’ve always want to say, “I know. I’ve watch it a lot in dramas” and “human are so complicated”.

 

-HIGH SCHOOL LOVE ON END-



Sometimes, I wish I’m a Pinocchio.

How would it feel when you can’t lie? I thought it might be awesome. Yeah it can be burden that you’ll always have to speak the truth but isn’t it better? When I lied, I’d feel really bad about myself, and that guilt is killing me alive. I can’t do anything properly and it’s torturing. But yet I can only hold it to myself. If I’m a Pinocchio, I can tell people that I’m lying. Isn’t it cool, that you’ll get hiccup every time you lie? I bet it’ll feel better because you don’t have to hold it to yourself and just let it out; even the truth hurts. It’s better to taste the bitterness of truth than the sweetness of lie.

Why I’m writing about Pinocchio so sudden? Yeah I’m currently watching the drama Pinocchio and it’s seriously awesooooome~~ can’t wait for the next episode and I want to write about Lee JongSuk’s dramas after finishing watching. Pyeong ^^

*not bothering about my final exam. Too stress to think about*

Don't Smile, I'm Nervous.

 

To be honest, I really hope they would give at least one OST song to Myungsoo. I mean, Myungsoo’s voice is really good. Or at least, they should include Shiwoo’s version of “Only You” in the OST album. When you listen to his voice, at first you might think like what’s wrong with his voice? ; it doesn’t suit his face; it sounds weird etc etc. but when you try listening to it while closing your eyes through the earphones; it actually sounds nice. He has this sweet kind of voice, and very addictive. I can’t stop myself from hearing his version of “I Temporarily Live by Your Side”, “I Think about You” and “This Song for You”. Thou the songs might bore a person after listening for so long, but his voice will never be. You just want to keep listening to it over and over again. I just wish there were at least one song of his in the OST of My Lovely Girl, his voice really suit this kind of mellow-ballad songs.

I Miss You Even Worse

So few days ago, I dreamt about him. Wait, who is him? Is it the person I always talked and wrote about? Luckily, no it’s not him, yeay HAHA. I rarely dreamt about that person now. It was Kim Myungsoo! Yessss L of Infinite. He’s not technically my ultimate bias in Infinite and not because I hate him or what but simply because I don’t want him to be one. It seems so typical, people knew about Infinite because of L and like L and claimed to be an Inspirit just because  L is handsome and L and L and everything is about L so yeah I hate that. I don’t want to be one of them but I couldn’t stop myself from loving him. No, I’m not in love with L but Myungsoo. A naïve and a bit dumb and a math genius and anime lover and learn about love through anime and a bit blur sometimes and somehow awkward with stranger and health-food lover; that kind of person and he is Kim Myungsoo. Last time when I watched ‘My Lovely Girl’; when he dyed his hair back to dark colour; suddenly, my heart beat so fast. When he smiled with both eyes closed; showing his dimple, it made me nervous. And I went to sleep with the thought of him and he came into my dream and I was happy how I wish it will come true but I hate this virtual life of mine T.T

 "And I realized that a happy dream makes me feel even more miserable when I wake up." - Do Minjun

 

 

Watch me forget you.

 Why do I want to write so badly? But I have no idea what to write on. Back in 2010, (wow it has been four years O.O) I had so many things to write about. Things were so much fun and even the simplest thing could make me smile. Well, it wasn’t because of the things back then but a person back then. Reading back my posts, how I wish today would be the same. But slowly, everything disappeared. But it is okay, I’m used to it. Wait, I said this too often, maybe the truth is that I’m not okay? I’m still not used to it? People said that friendship that lasts more than seven years would last forever, but guess that doesn’t apply to all. Time will keep going and people changed. Why am I sounded so depressed? Ahh I watched too much dramas. Yeah, I’m living a virtual life again. But I think I’ll slowly get over this. If back in those days, I missed that person everyday and then I kept missing and it slowly went away and now I’m okay without even thinking of it. So yeah, let’s watch drama~!

Dream a sweet Dream :)

Annyeong~! So, kpop talks again kekeke. Lately, I’ve been listening to Winner’s songs a lot. At first I kept replaying ‘Empty’ as it was really addictive. And then I’m crazy over ‘Don’t flirt’ and the dance! I mean, it’s so cute. I’m falling for Nam Taehyun! And their butt dance kekeke their expressions were sooooo cute I’m dying right now! And Taehyun’s solo ‘Confession’ is addictive as well I’m melting T.T So, that’s enough with Winner. I’ve just ordered their album btw. And now I’m falling for LOVELYZ! It’s been a while since I got crazy over girl group. Oh wait, I’m an apink fangirl kekeke. I thought of buying apink’s album at first. I really like most of their song in Secret Garden and Pink Blossom, and Afiqah bought them so I want them too! But I was saving my money so goodbye apink. But still, i enjoyed their songs.  And now, I’m a LOVELYZ fangirl! I liked JIN’s ‘Gone’ since the first time I heard it. I’ve watched She’s A Flirt MV before but couldn’t remember well so I rewatched it and deeply falling in love with the song and the mv and Baby Soul! It would be great if Yoo Jiah debuted with them, she’s pretty and her voice is nice too. And they just released their MV of Goodnight Like Yesterday and I couldn’t stop myself from listening to it, it was sooo addictive! I’m going crazy right now. Ryo Sujeong is so pretty maybe she could become my bias? But I like Baby Soul and JIN and Kei and here I am with biases dilemma *pfft typical kpop fans problem*. Okay that’s all for today kekeke I might become more excited if I keep on writing so bye bye~~!

It’s the same story

 

Annyeong! So, yesterday was awesome! I've been lazy to go out; even outside of my chamber (a warm place; which is the closet in my hotel room) since i was too obsessed over WGM and the wifi. But since my parents had something to do the other day before, I had to ask someone to accompany me. So I called Shafiqah. I thought it might be awkward since we haven't seen each other for quite a while but it wasn’t at all! We kept talking and yeah time went by just like that. And we watched Divergent! (through the laptop but yeah it was fun). And the next day, amal came. She drove manual car! I mean, that was so cool. And we just walked around U Mall and Jusco Taman U. Yeah I kindda miss those places. So we just talking, joking and fooling around. All in all, it was a fun day. Thank you guys, for letting me leave Johor with some memories at least kekeke :)

Stop playing and grab my stars.

Annyeonghaseyo :) kekeke I miss writing so much. So here I am, on a week holiday, spending my time travelling with my family. Well, not really travelling thou; just spending some times at hotel. It’s been a while since we went to any hotel. When we were still in Johor, we came to KL a lot and spent a night or two. The best thing about living (?) in the hotel room is the wifi! So yeah I spent my two days at Berjaya Times Square hotel staring at my phone screen.

Expectation       : Downloading Infinite’s related show that I haven’t watch then reading Anatomy book and studying while waiting for it.

Reality                  : Curling in the blanket with temperature of 15°C while watching We Got Married and fangirling over them.

OMO I love JjongAh (Hong Jonghyun + Yura) couple so much! Jonghyun is my ideal type! He’s so shy and awkward and cute and I love him. Is it okay for me to love someone’s husband? Kekeke. And then I found SoRim (Soeun + Song Jaerim) couple and I love him! I love Jaerim, he’s so talkative and attractive and aggressive. I mean, can I marry him? But then I realized; ahhh I like them all. My ideal type wasn’t Jonghyun or Jaerim but Korean namja kekeke. As long as you’re Korean and you’re a guy I can simply fall in love >.<