why do i have this feeling? it was like, i hate when people told me to do what i knew i had to. then it just made me feel like, errr, not wanting to do it. is this considered as normal? i've shared this with Mir and she thought the same. especially when people ask to do the same thing over and over again. it's not like i don't want to do it, but when it asked too much, the 'not-wanting-to-do-it' feeling grew.