What’s happening to me? Why am I getting so
bad? I’ve hit the rock bottom; thrice. This time, I fell really hard. How can I
get back up? Can I even get up? I thought this was not too hard for me but now I’m
suffocating. Studying; that was what I always wanted to do, because I’m good at
it. But after finishing school, I’m not getting better. In fact, I kept getting
worse day by day. Did I study less? Did I play too much? Am I not good enough? I
wonder; is this too hard for me to handle? Is this beyond my limitation? I have
no choice now except to just keep trying harder. Wish me luck T.T