Hey. You know, I’ve been thinking
of something that I really want to do. At first, I wasn’t really sure of the
road I’m taking, like, do I really want to be in medical field? Do I really
like science? Do I really want to work in a hospital? Well, actually, yeah,
that was like my ultimate dream since I was like eleven. But I have this fear
of bloods and wounds so I prefer not to be a doctor though I used to think that
I’m good enough and capable of being a doctor. So here I am, choosing a career
path of a pharmacist. It wasn’t so bad, well, it’s really exhausting and
sometimes I feel like this is too tough for me but overall, I kindda enjoying
it.
But what do I really enjoy? Writing.
I don’t know since when but I really enjoy writing. So that’s why this blog
never really dies. I haven’t updated much since I don’t really have the time
lately. But I really enjoy writing. Not the fiction type or novel stuffs, just
writing. I like the sound that it makes everytime I clicked on the keyboard. I like
to just imagine things and sometimes (well most of the time actually) I talked
to myself pretending like I’m talking to someone. And I like it when I write
whatever that comes to my mind. Like, just scribbling around my feelings.
Should I start on a travel blog? Since
I travel a lot. But I’m not really the type of person who writes on something
solid. I just like to write what’s on my mind at the time and let it flow, like
now. So I don’t know if this is ever going to be a career though my father will
give his full support if I wanted to be a writer. But I just don’t have the
courage and confidence in myself. I don’t think I’m good enough. So I’m just
gonna write as a hobby. Since I’m in movie mode this semester break (I’ve been
watching like, four movies each day), I might want to write more.
Ps; just finished watching a
movie about a writer, so yeah, that triggered me to write. I really want to
write on depression next but the feeling hasn’t come yet (finished watching The
Art of Getting By, It’s Kindda Funny Story, and According to Greta which all
are about depression and they’re really good)
So, I’m either be writing about
it or not.
I don’t know if anybody ever read
this, but tbh, I read it. I love my writing. And I really want to remember this
a few years later. So, gonna let it jeojang in here.
